User blog:Aryifk/Blog post ig

Heh..

Why are you here?

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I'm warning you, don't read any more farther.

Why?

Because you might feel weird, that's why.

Welp, don't say I didn't warn you then..

So, I have been thinking about self harming myself about four days ago, I think.

You might be thinking "WHAT THE HECK" or something similar to that. And you're right for saying that because nobody really just says "Hello, I want to hurt myself."

I admit it, the thought of it sounds kind of depressing and it is. Like, I kept thinking to myself "wow, that knife against my left fore arm would feel good and satisfying."

I thought about it again and felt like if I did go along with it, I would need a plan. I have never really self harmed myself but I feel like today or tomorrow, I will.

I just feel like I am a huge disappointment to everyone around me, I feel like I am judged for everything I do and say, I feel like people hate or dislike me and I feel like I'm not good enough as a person. Oh, and the fact that my step father died more than 2 weeks ago, he meant everything to me. No one will be able to be like him...

In conclusion, that is all I have to say, good morning/afternoon/evening/night to everyone who has read this.